Now it Can Finally Be Told:
In the Exigency of the Job
Now it can finally be told.
Where the road leads us, we follow. As
mentors, only bringing with us our
dedication and skills, we face
challenges, without question, just so
we can teach and bring light to
everyone, even if deep inside,
we are uneasy leaving our
comfort zones.
Sworn to the job, we shed fears and
doubts, and try to put on a mask of
courage and with hearts quivering,
we go forward to uncertainty.
Dumalama Road
Sometime 2007, this was long before I
retired from the service, I took up a
teaching post in Mindanao. It was
the second farthest barangay in the
municipality. We were not
entirely alone because my husband's
sister lived in the town proper.
But up in the mountains where
I taught, most of the poblacion
people have not even been
there. There was an army outpost
stationed in the area, and that speaks
a lot of how it was in that place long
before. From the town, it was rough
road (that time) all the way, passing
by sugarcane fields on both
sides of the road, going slowly uphill
to the mountains...
lonely, lonely roads...
only very few houses on its 14.7 km
to the barrio.
But the views suffice. They were
stunning.
The blue hills
Very early morning on the way to school
on a motorbike
Imagine passing by this view every
morning
The view at the back of my classroom
I wrote a poem Rain Over the Mountains
in dedication to the place, one time
when it was a rainy, gloomy day and
looking out of the window to the
majestic mountains before me.
The poem is on another blog.
I'll put the link below of other
poems I wrote during my stay.
Here is the link: Rain Over the Mountains
https://eleanorangulobaguio.blogspot.com/2018/05/thursday-october-18-2012-rain-over.html
My pupils were stout-hearted. Living
simple lives, they walked far everyday
to school, some going up and down
mountains. A few were Manobos and
speaks a language like twitting birds.
I taught them to read, we learned
dances and oral presentations,
and we played games. Miss those kids.
From them I learned, kids no matter
where they are, are just the same. Even
for some they lack many material
things, but they have grit, resiliency,
and stout-hearts - things one cannot
buy. They don't easily fall, they learn
courage. And intelligence is innate.
You'll be surprised how some
can easily catch up.
It is not easy for Joy and I going
up and down hills everyday riding
in tandem on a motorbike on a
14.7 km route one way. More so
when it rains and rivers overflow.
You can't see the roads, they're all
covered by knee-high, at times even
thigh-high rainwaters. The rush of
water coming down from the
mountains sends shivers to your spine.
One time, I told Joy to cross to the
other side of the road despite the
strong rush of rainwaters flowing
across a part of the road on our way
home. He was adamant at first,
but I insisted because we were wet
and hungry and it was getting dark.
We had been waiting a long time
for the waters to slow down and
subside. But we crossed.
Midway, Joy was fearful the
motorbike's engine would die
down and that would mean us
getting carried away by the
rushing waters to God knows where.
Luckily, the engine fired on,
though you can hear it fighting
against the current. We were able to
cross safely. News of a couple
crossing against the current
reached the poblacion, way
ahead of us reaching there. While
refueling up our motorbike on the
gas station, a guy said, "Kamo diay
tong mitabok sa Merangeran. May
gani wa mo mapagngi
noh?"( You were those that crossed
the current in Merangeran. It's
good your engine didn't die down.)
Wheww! What a job.
Roads look like these after the rains
During Barrio Fiestas, the school
prepares for a presentation, both
teachers and students. Head of barangay
(my co-teacher's husband) prepares
a feast, lechon was ever present,
and fresh, succulent veggies come
down from the mountains. Very nice
handicrafts like wicker baskets were
sold cheap.
Until now I have this with me
People in their finest get-ups gather
first to hear mass, then celebrate,
amid blaring loudspeakers with
upbeat music.
Children play under multi-colored
banderitas decorating the only main
street of the barangay
and the elders in groups chat and
drink. As the sun goes down,
people slowly disperse after
becoming tipsy from a
whole day eating and drinking.
'Til next year, they say, and
go home happy.
It was my first time to see and eat ice
that fall from the sky. Yes! They fell
from the sky like rain, one very,
very cold afternoon while classes
were going on. It was an extra-
ordinarily cold day and what
happened was truly unexpected.
Sounds like someone was throwing
stones on the roof, nagtaguktok lang
ang agi! "Unsa man ron?(What is
it?)" And when the kids looked
outside...there were small, crystal
stones scattered on the grass
...hailstones as they were called
in English.
The hailstones looked like these
We were all happy, most especially
myself, it was my first time to see
a rain of ice. My students were
so happy, they ran outside and
ate them! I, too, tasted it,
and it tasted...just like ice. Sooo
happy! Nothing like this happens
in the city.
One last experience that I was hesitant
to tell for a long time. But perhaps now
is the time. Many years had already
passed when this happened. To this
day, my husband and I, never,
never really knew the honest
details of what happened that fateful
night.
We opted to stay in a room in the
barangay since it was so expensive
going up and coming down the
mountains every single day. So
being on a far-flung area, we tucked
in early, locked the door, ate supper
and prepared for the night -
our usual routine.Three nights before
it happened, I heard footsteps, like
the sound of boot heels,
walking down the hallway in front of
where we were staying. I brushed it off,
did not think much about it and did not
even tell Joy. It was always dark
outside there is not a single light
bulb on the hallway. Three days
later, having finished
our supper, we were off to bed again
early. As I am a light sleeper, I am
easily distracted by noises and that
night, around midnight, there was
a noise - like it was
the sound of a doorknob being
repeatedly turned over and over again
so that whoever or whatever it was
outside wanted to come in.
I strained my ears, and there it was,
someone trying to open our door. I
immediately woke Joy. My heart was
pumping fast, I was terribly afraid -
what if the lock gave in? what if the
extra nails and lock that Joy added
for safety would gave in, too? God,
who was that on the other side of the
door? why? If money was the intention,
I was still a few weeks into my job, and
haven't received my salary yet.
So, many things running in my mind
while Joy made a flimsy barricade
and moved things to distance us from
the door. I muffled my cry as tears
roll down my face. Is this it? Your good
intentions, and now this? What
happened next because he could
not enter through the door was
he tried turning the knob from
the inside by twisting the metal grill
and inserting his hand through
the window glass panes breaking
2 glass panes in the process.
The door was just beside
the window. Thank God, he could not
reach the doorknob. But we were afraid
what he would do next, in frustration.
So Joy had to do something. In a
quivering voice, Joy talked to him
and called him Brod to sort of pacify
him. He told him, whoever he
was, that if he wanted money,
we don't have any because I was still a
few weeks into my job and had
no salary yet. There was no reply.
Only dead silence. So, the hours
flew by and still we heard him
moving around, sometimes at
the back part of the
room outside then again near
the door, but he never tried
again to open it. We never slept
the entire night, and when we were
sure he was not there anymore,
around dawn, we sighed in relief.
He was a "one-man(?) welcoming
committee" so to speak, for this
incident happened barely a month
after I arrived at the area.
We reported the incident, and someone
was caught. They said in that same
night, this man that they arrested
broke into a store in the area and
afterwards stole livestock.
He was notorious according to them.
But was it really him? He wore boots
or shoes that made a tiktak sound on
cemented floor? For I am sure that
what I heard a few nights before
the incident had something to
do with what happened
that night. Or was it pure harassment,
to instill fear, to let us know they
were there. And that
we'll never know till this day.
In the exigency of the job.
When I informed my immediate head
of what happened, the reply I got
was -"Wa man kahay nahitabo ninyo?
( Nothing happened to you.)"
In the exigency of the job.
Despite what happened. Despite the
trials. Despite the challenges.
They were all part of the journey. And
I'm pretty sure, the kids I taught
on that gem of a place will remember
me as someone who taught them
to read... and that will bring a
smile to their face.π¦π§π©
My husband and I learned courage.
I continued teaching and we stayed
in the area for 7 long years.π
Link to the poems I wrote during my stay:
1. Rain Over the Mountains
https://eleanorangulobaguio.blogspot.com/2018/05/thursday-october-18-2012-rain-over.html
2. The Blue Hills of My Home
https://eleanorangulobaguio.blogspot.com/2018/05/the-blue-hills-of-my-home.html
3. Song of the Mountains
https://eleanorangulobaguio.blogspot.com/2018/05/thursday-october-18-2012-song-of.html
4. Out Into the Cold
https://eleanorangulobaguio.blogspot.com/2018/05/out-into-cold-i-have-never-liked-fog.html
To open the link in laptop/
PC: -highlight the link(https://....)
- right click
- click Go to.....
To open link in cp:
- highlight the link by long press
on the link
- press 3 vertical dots on the
side
- press web search
To God be the Glory!π
/EABπ
Comments
Post a Comment